Im sitting on the outside looking in.
Seeing the same old shit again and again.
I desire what i cant have.
So im left with empty feelings,
and pain eroding what left of my soul.
Im so mixed up, shook up, fucked up.
Drowning slowly in this acidic mixture.
I may seem alive and well on the outside,
but inside everythings cadaverous.
Im tired of seeing the world for what it is.
Now im building walls around myself.
Preserving whats left of this shattered soul.
In hopes of a resurrection someday.